week 20

i'm irritated. nothing in particular, i just am. maybe tired of being sick and tired of being sick and tired. i suppose that's good... in that it means i'm not dead. Has anyone ever died from stagnation...a slow wallowing in the mud like a pig, day after day, nothing productive, nothing creative, just exsist, just are. no motivation. No energy. Take it or leave it, who cares, wake up tomorrow and do it all again, trudge on.